LAST LETTER SHE WROTE

it has become embarrassing when somebody asks for a place they can read some of my works of word and all I can give in response is my tattering notebook. so ave decided to sneak  them in here as well.

Last Letter she wrote

 

Sorry can't fix this
it can't take back what ave done
I can only lie here and weep
destroyed the only good thing I had
ductape can fix anything I heard
can we try it?
Every second that ticks away
I feel my self slowly die
your words cut deep into my veins

Oh my God I'm insane
at every turn I see your face
everything reminds me of you
even the water and the stupid dew
I remember your soothing embraces
and lingering kisses
and your smile
Oh Lord your smile
Monalisa would turn green with envy.
Your heart, so big it saw no fault
the world brightens at your waking
okay, maybe I exaggerated

My hands are stained by your blood
of the times I stuck my dagger into your heart.
I mourn not my broken heart
but my soul that lost its place
it weeps at every waking
and cries out your name
hoping you'll comeback
and hold it one last time

ave heard it a million times
if I could turn back the hands of time
blah blah blah blah
I can't
so I'll watch you from the shadows
like ave always done
Hope for one last kiss, embrace or even just a touch
forbidden as it is.
It's all I can do. Hope